Asian Ladyboy Fetish

This is a very difficult post for me to make and I certainly hope that I do not get flamed for it.
I am a 35-year-old Canadian who has only desired and consummated sexual intercourse with genetic women since I was 18.
For the past several years, I have been infatuated, mesmerized, and obsessed with the possibilities of meeting up with Asian ladyboys.
Of course, as a person who has never travelled beyond the North American hemisphere, I first happened upon such creatures via the internet.
Of all the academic sites on Asian transsexuality, http://www.trans-academics.com is the best.
Of all the erotic sites, well, let me say that beyond some very sexy photos and videos, the mind-stimulation level on most of these types of sites is very low, indeed. Most of these wanker sites resemble Hustler magazine way back when.
However, there is one ladyboy site I found with both Penthouse intelligence and Penthouse photography: http://www.ladyboyblue.com
As for my eventual plans to travel to Asia, I am actually afraid that I will focus on Asian transsexuals and not on Asian females (I have actually dated a few of them in Toronto, no great shakes, any of them, although I loved their looks).
Should I deny my desires?
I am afraid of my desires at this point.
I cannot believe that I am "gay" as men's bodies repel me.
But the thought of an Asian "girl" with nice breasts, a pretty face, long, raven-black hair, and an Amazonian body really gets me off.
Of course, this person will also have a MALE sex drive and that fact both terrifies and fascinates me.
Obviously, I am wrestling with some pretty damned powerful demons.
Anyone else out there facing similar situations?

[stud]

Your'e not alone dude.
Same as for me.
Can only do it to ladyboys & kinky women.

[yanki1]

I think its the same for us in a way, where your fetish is to F an asian ladyboy. and we on the other hand would really wan to F a blonde ladyboy. sort of a fetish somehow. imagine a japanese ladyboy. wohoo

[Nitestarz]

yeah u r not alone my friend...........asian ladyboys turn me on.......

they really know how to make a guy feel gd..........luv being togather with one again........

so is there any p;ace in america to look for such "gals"???

Hv a lady-boy contact but abit ex $250/1hr
Me just happen to hv a ladyboy friend only

[dickrick]

Originally Posted by stud

Your'e not alone dude.
Same as for me.
Can only do it to ladyboys & kinky women.

Same here. And to Gerald - go for it, give it a shot. Try Bangkok, best value, best selection for money in South East Asia. Head for Nana Plaza, (details in the relevant threads), throw a stone, one out of three chances it'll hit a ladyboy!
Long story, but as far as I know, gays and ladyboys don't hit it off, so I doubt you're gay.

[dickrick]

Originally Posted by Gerald Mickelwh

Of all the academic sites on Asian transsexuality, http://www.trans-academics.com is the best.

BTW, the site is http://www.trans-academics.org

[UncleMutton]

Originally Posted by siambu

Hv a lady-boy contact but abit ex $250/1hr
Me just happen to hv a ladyboy friend only

too expensive la. Even orchard towers, the premium place for ladyboy in singapore also only charge S$200.

in changi village, full package including FJ and BJ only $50. Desker road, S$25.

bro Siambu, how come your reputation -999? must be spoil market by paying so much that's why kenna minus point. haha.